Lately...

Lately I've been feeling a bit moody. I don't know why, but I haven't felt happy or "satisfied" with life. I've felt depressed and really moody. I've wanted to be alone and hide everything inside me. My mom has asked me several times 'what's wrong sweetie?' but I haven't been able to tell her what was really wrong... because I really don't know it myself. I have a lot of wishes and I've realized that most of them will probably never come true. It's been a heartbreaking and saddened thought for me and I don't know how to deal with it. I have changed my view on life and people around me. I have changed a lot this summer - personally. Found out what I want my life to be like and what I want in my life. I do not what something that makes me sad or frustrated or tear me down. My mom is a very wise person and I realized that I should follow some of her advise. I do not have to 'please' every person I meet. I should stick to what I want and not let everyone's problems tear me apart inside. All I want to be is HAPPY! Is that too much to ask for? This summer I changed for good! I changed to be a totally other person than I were before - I changed to be a better person and a person who put myself in the front row contrary to my 'other self'.
After this summer I'm starting Senior year of High School and it scares the hell out of me. What do I want to do after high school? This question frustrates me sooooo much. Everyone wants to know my answer to it and honestly... I don't know the answer myself. If I should follow my dream - which is impossible atm - I would apply to a university in Maryland, D.C area or California. I want to move to the states so badly. I really miss being there - this summer for instant. There's a hole in my heart and my spare time where the states belong. I miss it's presence - it sounds like withdrawal symptoms lol. One day I will leave and never come back. This I mean for sure.    

Day 26: Give 6 pictures of famous guys/girls you find attractive

These 6 guys are the ones I find very attractive!!
Ryan Gosling

Alex Pettyfer

Zac Efron

Adam Levine

 

Francisco Lachowski

 

Douglas Booth

Hm WHAT THE HEEEEEEEEELL?

Okay guys... I don't know what the hell happened but lots of my "30 day challenge" posts are gone! Gone by the wind :( I've used so much time on it and now they're all gone. I've decided to drop the whole challenge because I do not have time to reconstruct all the posts again - i actually feel terrible for saying that. I promise to make it up to you and do some summer post from my summer vacation in Denmark and my new in :-) Summer vacation equals shopping - of course!

Day 25: Tell us 6 places you want to visit

I've always wanted to travel the world... but unfortunatly I have to pick 6 places and my choice goes to these 6 down below. But trust me, if I could pick all places in the world I would.  
Hawaii
Bali
Italy
Barcelona
China
New Zealand

Day 22: 4 thing you are proud of about your personality

I think it's really hard to say things about your own personality - you don't want to feel selfish ;) On the other hand.. you don't know how your personality looks through other peoples eyes or your friends eyes. But I've come to the conclusion that these three things (see down below) are some of the qualities about my personality that I'm very proud of.
- Kindhearted
- Loving
- Patient
- Hard-working

Day 20: 5 Turn ons, and 5 Turn offs

Turn on:
Boys who smells good
muscular
Cute smile
a twinkle in their eye
Charming
(Sorry I have to put a number six on this list – When a guy is nice and good with kids and animals! My heart melts.)

Turn off:
Douche bag (assholes)
Sweat
bad breath
Bad personality
Bad attitude and temper

Day 15: Write about something you worry about a lot

Something I worry about a lot is the question “Am I good enough?” I think every teenager have had that thought about being good enough. Now and then I wonder if I’m good enough and when I do, I sometime answer the question with the negative word no. No you’re not good enough. Many teenagers live with low self-esteem and of course I do not have that much self-conscience as I want to. Next year, I’m out of High School and that terrifies me a lot. Am I good enough to follow the dreams I have? Am I good enough to study abroad? Am I good enough to graduate? AM I FREAKING GOOD ENOUGH? What if I fail? My whole future depends on these exams. So yeah.. this is something I worry about a lot. I don’t think people around me even notice it but I’m freaking out. Not just literally. If you’re one of those thousands of thousands teenagers who worry about the same thing – don’t give up! We’re going to stand side by side and together we’ll defeat this worry. I think it’s hard to talk about. It’s not something I want to share with many people. Maybe my closest friends and part of my family – the fact is that I DON’T KNOW! I don’t know what to do and it makes me sad. I could cry about this if I really wanted to and sometimes I do. It’s hard to handle such a pressure the society throws on us. It’s hard to handle a concern like this.

Day 14: Put your Ipod on shuffle: Tell us the first 10 songs that play

1. State of the Art – Gotye
2. Baby – Justin Bieber ft. Ludacris
3. Valentine’s Dance Tango - Twins
4. Bad Romance – Glee version.
5. Viva La Vida – Coldplay
6. Look at me now – Chris Brown
7. Without you – Lana Del Rey.
8. We’re All in This Together (Graduation Mix) – High School Musical 3: Senior Year cast
9. Earth song – Michael Jackson.
10. Young Folks – The Kooks

Day 13: Talk about your piercing or tattoos, if you have any

I have pierced my ears but only one piercing in each ear. I don’t know what to say about them. I wanted to have my ears pierced because it’s very girly and when you’re a girl you want to look girly ;)

Day 11: Things you want to say to 4 people

I probably want to say to my grandparents, who all are in heaven now that I love them and miss them very much. To my mom’s mother, who I’ve never met, I would say I’m sad that I never got to meet her and see who she would be like. I lost my granddad – my mom’s father – when I was 14. I miss him so much! I wish that I had them all to stand by my side now when I need them. My biggest wish was to have my grandparents at my confirmation but they didn’t make it. My granddad – who was the last of my grandparents alive - died a year before my confirmation. I want to say to them and make sure they know I’m okay! But I miss them. They probably already know this… I have the feeling that they’re sitting with each other and starring down at me.

Day 10: Post your favorite quote

My favorite quote: “If A is a success in life, then A equals x plus y plus z. Work is x; y is play; and z is keeping your mouth shut." and "Peace cannot be kept by force. It can only be achieved by understanding”. Both quotes by A. Einstein.

Day 9: Tell us about your day in detail

I woke up at 8.38 am and put on some cloth. I walked down stairs and gave my mom a good morning kiss. One of my two little sisters sat in front of the television watching “GO’ Sommer Danmark” – A Danish television program which is only airing in the morning. I walked to the kitchen and took some breakfast. My choice fell on “Koldskål med Kammerjunker”. A danish dish we love to enjoy in the summer. After I ate that I joined my sister at the television. When the clock was 10 am I decided to read in my book. Since yesterday I’ve been reading “Safe Haven” by Nicholas Sparks. I’m already caught in it. It’s so good. The reason I began with this book was because the screen version has come to the Danish theaters and I want to read the book before seeing the movie. At 12 O’clock I made a salad for lunch. I cut cucumbers, tomatoes, avocadoes, fresh mozzarella cheese and sweet corn. Then I boiled some pasta and fried some bacon. It tasted delicious. After that I went straight to bed because I had the worst headache and practically was really sick L My mom woke me up at 7 pm to dinner. After dinner I cleanse my skin and brushed my teeth and went straight to bed again. I know a very bad day! I hoped it would have been a more exciting day I could tell about but sadly it’s not.

Day 8: Band/Artist you have seen live

I haven’t seen that many artists live but a few. As I recall it, I think it’s actually only 3-4 different artists - all Danish. The first is Jesper Boesgaard. He participated in the Danish X-factor some years ago. My best friend had the biggest thing for him and as the good friend I am, I went to the concert with her. The best part is that the concert was free! Now he goes under the name Jesper Nohrstedt. Check the video out down below.

The second concert I went to was with the Danish band “Dùnè”. I’ve always loved their music and somehow they managed to keep me on their fan-list. Lol. If you want to check them out – check the video out down below.

The third live concert I went to was with the Danish singer Christopher. THAT BOY! He can sing, looks gorgeous and has a very special charm when performing live. If you don’t know him check the video down below and get an opinion about him. He is gooooooooooooooood!

The last one is the Danish reggae boy called Kaka. This was also a free concert because he performed at the street event by city have once a year. He is so cool – both the music and also the way he looks. He lives and breathes for the reggae culture which is awesome. The cool thing about him is that his songs all have a good message towards the people. For example, don’t bring knifes into the nightlife. Check him out down below.

These are not my last concerts I will participate at. Selena Gomez is coming to Denmark in August and I’m going to that concert because my sisters aren’t big enough to go to a concert alone. Also in October I’m going to see John Mayer!! Woop woop. Something I look very much forward to.

 

Day 7: Post your favorite Movie, TV-show, Band + food

My all time favorite movie is a classic. It’s “A Walk to Remember” which is based on the book by Nicholas Sparks. I have to say that he’s my favorite writer/author. The reason I like this movie is because the story and the plot is amazing. You meet the girl Jamie who happens to have leukemia. The coolest dude in their High School falls for Jamie even though Jamie told him not to. It’s a mix between romance and a movie you can cry at while watching.

My favorite TV show must be “One Tree Hill”. All the drama in Tree Hill… I LOVE IT. I have to say that the last seasons were driven to far – which means my favorite seasons have to be 1,2 and 3 of course. I have always wanted to move to the States and after watching One Tree Hill, I wanted to move SO BAD! The High school system is so much different from the Danish schools. My all time favorite couple is – of course – Haley and Nathan. If you’re a teenager and you’re looking for a good TV show – you should definitely try this out.

My favorite band…. Hmm that’s a tough one… I listen to lot of music… I would say it’s Coldplay. I don’t think that I’ve ever met a person who did not like Coldplay. Their music is chill and amazing. There’s a meaning behind. I don’t know if I need to explain more about them lol.

My favorite food is hmm that’s a tough one. I would say favorite junk food is a foot long chicken and bacon sandwich from Subway. Yumyumyum!  My favorite homemade meal is rump steak with gravy and potatoes. CAN I say delicious? D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!

Day 6: Tell us about your pets, the ones you've had and lost

I've only had one pet and it was a guinea pig. We called it Sofus - The cutest name on this planet. I've never loved a pet as much as I loved him. We bought it from my kindergarden - their guinea pigs got mini guinea pigs and then we bought one of them. The cutest one! One time when it was my birthday I held a birthday party and invited my class... Beforehand I had told them to be careful and not tease him but then one of my enemies in the class decided to put her hand down into his cage! Lol he had a bad feeling about her and decides to bite her in the hand. When I found out I laughed a bit - I know it was an accident but deep down I've always thought he knew that I couldn't stand her!
One summer we had to go to the States and we left my guinea pig at my piano teacher (who had A LOT of pets... guinea pigs, bunnies, etc.). She was going to take care of him that summer. She did. He found a girl guinea pig and they fell for each other! Unfortunately my guinea pig was tired and put himself into a calm place. That was the last we saw of him. He died that summer. RIP. He will always be in my heart and everytime I see a guinea pig I think of him and miss him!

That's it for today! Have a very good one - I hope you're enjoying the summe as much as I do.
Lots of love MissAKD

Day 5: A picture of somewhere you've been to

A picture of somewhere you've been to

 

Today I have to post a picture of a place I've been to. I've decided to take a picture of the "main entrance" to the Davy Crockett Ranch in France. This place actually means a lot to me. When I was a little kid, my family and I travelled many times to France and stayed at this ranch. As a kid you always love Disneyland and I still do. This is a place where I really want to go back. It's cozy and kind of big. There's this very BIG indoor water complex which is sooooo awesome. Sometimes the Disney characters visit you. Some say it's an amusement park for itself. Davy Crockett Ranch is situated 15 minutes from the theme park which isn't that long if you have your own vehicle. I would definitly recommend you to stay at the Davy Crockett Ranch in France. After a stay here you could go to the capital Paris :-)

Day 4: 10 likes and 10 dislikes

Likes:

• Candy
• Kittens
• Music
• Summer
• Traveling
• Science
• My family
• Partying
• Working out
• Berries

Dislikes:

• Bitches
• War
• Walking alone in the night
• Being sick
• Being cold
• Spiders and other creepy-crawly.
• Death
• Fake people
• Cancer
• Arguing - Am I the only one who think that life is to short to argue? 

I think it's very hard to give you 10 likes and 10 dislikes at one time... I don't know why or I do know why actually - I think it's hard to give you them because I don't know if it has to be something big or just some things I happens to think of ATM. Hm nevermind. Here's my 10 likes and 10 dislikes - which I'm been thinking of in the last 5 minutes :-)

Day 3: A picture of you and your friends

I have two pictures - only because of my bestest friend wasn't on the first pic. AND I had to have a picture with her :-)

Day 2: Write about your relationship status

SINGLE! I'm 100 percent and definitely single. Sad huh? Not really! Of course I would love to have a boyfriend but it's fun to be single. You can flirt and charm yourself in on guys and stuff like that. That's fun and nice. ATM I do not miss a boyfriend because I'm busy with manymany things but some times when you feel alone or just want someone to hug you - that's the time when I miss having a boyfriend. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to die single. I don't know why... I just sense it, you know... When people say you're pretty and of course you're going to get the guy or something like that - It's bullshit. I don't believe it. Sure, I got low self-confidence when it comes to this. I hate it when people says things like it's a matter of course.
What the perfect boyfriend would be like:
I do not want "the perfect boyfriend". I just want someone to act silly with, someone who treats me well and loves being with me more than anything. I want someone who can wait for me!
So when the time is right I'm looking very much forward to have someone who cares and will stand by my side :-) (Like the picture down below)

Day 1: Post a picture of yourself, and 10 facts about yourself

Post a picture of yourself, and 10 facts about yourself.

Okay 10 facts about myself...

• I have 3 sisters
• I'm into science (sometimes a bit geeky but I still love it!)
• I'm a bit of a fanatic when it comes to fragrances - I absolutely love everything with a smell.
• I have a weakness for boys who smell good - especially boys who smells of the Abercrombie fragrance.
• I want to study abroad - It takes a lot but I'm willing to go through with it and take a bachelor degree in either the States or London.
• My favorite candy/sweets is skittles, starburst and mint oreos. I lovelovelove sweets :P
• Most of my friends are girls - I've always had a hard time connecting with guys (it all goes back to primary and lower secondary school)... it only happens for real when I'm drunk and it's been awhile.
• Many tells me I've got an awesome taste in music! Which I'm very happy about because music is my life... can't live without it!
• The best phone I've ever had is my lovely IPHONE 4S!! I feel complete and fash with it.
• As person it's difficult to get to know me. I'm only letting few into my life and get close to me. That's why I've got 6 very close friends and my family who I love veryvery much!

This was 10 quick facts about me :-)

30 day challenge

I've decided to start with the 30 day challenge... because I'm a bit bored atm :-)

Here's the "challenges" I'm going to do the next 30 days - woop!

Lots of love MissAKD