Yesterday

So yesterday was supposed to be a chill day spend in bed with movies and hot cocoa. My day began that way which was so much fun. I really enjoy spending time with my sisters and I really enjoy relaxing too - SO this was the perfect combination for me. I started the day with a bowl of fruit and a cup of tea. We sat in our beds and watched chick-flicks like "Dear John", "Pitch Perfect" and "The last song". We talked and talked and read some magazines. Around 4PM I got an e-mail from my work saying that there were a lot that should be done by Friday! This meant I HAD to go to work. Way to go to screw up a nice day. When I got to work I saw how much work I had to get done. AND THAT WAS A LOT!!
We ordered some take out food - some kind of rice/nuddles dish - and it tasted delicious ATM. Later on I felt nausea but thought it was because I was tired. When I was done at work I went home and went straight to bed. I guess it was around 1AM. I woke in the middle of night and had symptoms that reminded of Food poison. Guess what? I went to the doctor this morning and she said that I have a mild food poison and have to stay in bed all day. tsk.tsk. It really sucks because I had plans this evening but every time I get out of bed I feel sick as hell. WhyWhyWhy do I always have to get hit by Bad luck?? On the bright side I can lay in bed watching 90210 and Vampire Diaries all day long. But it still sucks. I want to hang out with my friends sooo badly. It's hard.
Btw. I found this picture on WeHeartIt and I laughed hard!

You know why I laughed so hard? Because it's true. When you watch a movie and people in the movie get sick they look perfect and not sick at all. BUT when it comes to reality you look like trash and look like you're about to die. So this picture describes it really well.

 

Hope you're having a good one! Lots of love MissAKD

I'm not weird - I'm limited edition

Screwing up

Do you know that feeling when you think you've screwed/messed up big time with a person? There's this guy - he's a freshman at my school and a year younger than me, but that's so not the point! He is one of those guys you see at the hallways and think "gosh he looks cute!" - because he do look cute (to be more specific; he looks very very cute at all time). We have these partys at school - exactly 7 partys each year - and it's the perfect opportunity to meet new people. I think it was at the first party where I talked to him - he promised me a dance, but again that's not the point ;)
The next party had the theme called Grease! I dressed up as a Pink lady - with a little black dress and the "pink ladies" jacket. It was at this party he kissed me and I kissed him back. And I got my dance with him lol.
Now months after I still think back on that exact party. After that party everything changed. Everything became awkward... between him and me, but also between his class and my class. I can tell you about one time: his class and my class had a preparty before we went to the party at our school. Do I have to say more than AWKWARD??? It was the most awkward preparty I've ever been to. It's one of those times you drink some alcohol to avoid the awkwardness and go often to the bathroom just to avoid someone. We tried our ass's off to socialize and somehow we ended up having a great time...hmmm...Or I think we all had a great time? I actually don't know! But it was also the most awkward situation I've ever experienced.
It's not that I regret kissing him several times at all, but if you even can't look each other in the eyes, when passing each other in the hallways.... something is completely wrong - and it's here I feel I've messed up.  Now several month later I'm over it and the whole awkward situation, but I kinda fell like he's not. Everytime I'm nearby him at partys and stuff like that... He moves to another place and it takes less than a second - it can't go quick enough. I do not regret the kiss but I regret the situation we've put us in. It might seem like I've some sort of feelings for him - but actually I don't. I know it's an entire blog post about one specific guy, but it's not because of my feelings for him - it's more "I feel like I've screwed up and now regret the situation we've put us in"-ish.
Sorry for filling your heads with this - I just had to get it out. Last night it got me thinking - it sometimes happens for me - that old things pop right back into my head ;)

All this thinking gets my head spinning around

Lots of love
Missakd